darkness whispered my name

This is a wallpaper I made way back in 2006.. It features Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy and my poem "Poetic Tragedy".. The black and white butterflies are from the anime Bleach.. Hope you guys like it.. Feel free to drop by a comment.. Thanks!

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hey, it’s been a long time.. anyways, it’s Foundation Day tomorrow at CIDEC.. don’t know if there will be any classes.. should i go or what?

i have new poems at fictionpress, by the way.. hope lots of people will read ‘em.. let’s keep our fingers crossed

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yay! i just edited a dashboard confessional wallpaper. hope you like it. please inform me or leave a comment if you would like to use the wallpaper. thanks! (click the thumbnail to view the full version)

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i just posted a new poem at fp.. t’was inspired by HellHeartedlyBent a.k.a. the coolest poet ever.. i heart him to pieces.. i think i’ll just post once in a while & not quit.. and by the way, i absolutely love my christmas ixi "kissing_skarlet".. yesterday, i was looking for plushies to add to my gallery.. most of them are cheap but some are rare ones.. wish i had the 3Mil for the grey paint brush, though.. *sigh* and about my life, it’s pretty much boring.. you know, the kind when you think you are the only one left behind.. the feeling’s kinda crazy.. lately, i’ve been wondering.. you know, about my life.. what i’ll do with school and stuff.. feels like my brain’s diminishing.. i can’t trust it nemore.. and my poems are all about this guy or this boy i haven’t really met.. other authors call him a muse.. he’s my source of inspiration.. kinda pathetic but yeah..

well, that’s all for now..

cheerio!

chasing rainbows

chasing rainbows
[version 2.07]

lately, i’ve been wondering
why nothing seems to
escape reality and as i flip through
the pages of my diary,
somebody please help me out of
this misery and continue this
on-going fantasy about a boy
who defied gravity.

he has conquered my dreams
and he’s not what he seems.
a fairy tale of what’s not real
of sadness and of what we both feel.

he’s been chasing rainbows with me,
coloring the skies with his smile and
coating it with shades of ebony.

(so write me a song
and get me tangled in the melody,
let’s chant the chorus
and sway with the harmony)

summer lovin’ in this cold December,
burnin’ marshmallows and lickin’ candy canes -
loving the aftertaste of snow
and craving for a little rain.

let’s soak in the drizzle
and wait for sunshiny days.
let’s fly to the moon -
soar past heaven itself and
wait for the rain to stop falling
and once again, chase rainbows with me.

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i’m utterly depressed today.. yesterday i was so hyper.. wish that happens more often.. and i’m officially quitting fictionpress.. and maybe even neopets.. waah.. grey paint brush costs about 3Mil.. noohh..

i wish i could write a decent song.. huhuhu.. but i don’t know how.. and my voice sucks..

*dramatic weeping in the background*

friendster isn’t that much fun nemore..

and by the way, i utterly lurve acceptance, fm static, jack’s mannequin, the red jumpsuit apparatus, secondhand serenade, plain white t’s and dashboard confessional.. they totally rock my socks bo.Od

hearts ~♥

my personality

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can’t make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you’ve likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Coffee stains

Coffee stains

I love you like I love coffee on Sundays.

It makes me all nice and warm inside, like you.

I’m now half awake and still dreaming

of you..

thursdays and rain

now we’re trapped in our
twisted version of life -
where you hate and i love,
where you smile and i cry
and we live and we die

(and be on the edge)

let’s count the stars in the sky tonight
because i never want this to end.

baby, you’re just dreaming
and i’m just a figment of your imagination.

another rollercoaster ride
where we both become sick
and hate the smell of vomit.

ferris wheels and merry-go-rounds,
ice cream and cotton candy.
upside down and inside out,
sugar rush and butterflies in my stomach.

seashells and snowflakes,
winter in december and summer in july.
loving the aftertaste of snow
and craving for a little rain.

let’s sing and dance
under the moonlit sky
and scream our lungs out.

press rewind
with our hands intertwined.

"best friends forever",

we whisper to the sky.