stuck on the moon

stuck on the moon
by thursdays and rain
091209

and we are still stuck on the moon smoking mint-flavored candy cigarettes.. and we’re giggling like a couple of high school kids, addicted and experiencing a different kind of high.. who’d ever thought zero gravity is now within our reach? and we’re floating in circles but it feels more like flying with the stars.. and we hold hands so that we won’t get lost, staring at each other and feeling crazy but just a little bit because sanity and reason seem so far away.. but we miss the big blue sky with the fluffy white clouds so we start to cry because we are still stuck on the moon and when you’re stuck, time just seems to go on forever and it doesn’t stop.. because now we feel so alone without anyone else to talk to but each other and ourselves.. the moon doesn’t seem to smile, either.. not unlike back home where it grins like a Cheshire cat in the big blue sky with the fluffy white clouds.. and i don’t blame you for blaming me because going to the moon was my idea and i just took you along because it might feel lonely being stuck on the moon by myself.. and i wanted you to be with me and watch our hearts melt to the ground like ice cream soaked under the heat of the sun.. and so we close our eyes at the same time and hope that when we wake up, we can go back home in the steps at the front porch where we were hanging out and dreaming about going to the moon where there were candy cigarettes and giggling like high school kids.. and as we opened our eyes, the moon was still there hanging in the sky grinning down at us like it knew our secret and so we smiled back and waved goodbye..

darkness whispered my name

This is a wallpaper I made way back in 2006.. It features Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy and my poem "Poetic Tragedy".. The black and white butterflies are from the anime Bleach.. Hope you guys like it.. Feel free to drop by a comment.. Thanks!

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hey, it’s been a long time.. anyways, it’s Foundation Day tomorrow at CIDEC.. don’t know if there will be any classes.. should i go or what?

i have new poems at fictionpress, by the way.. hope lots of people will read ‘em.. let’s keep our fingers crossed

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yay! i just edited a dashboard confessional wallpaper. hope you like it. please inform me or leave a comment if you would like to use the wallpaper. thanks! (click the thumbnail to view the full version)

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i just posted a new poem at fp.. t’was inspired by HellHeartedlyBent a.k.a. the coolest poet ever.. i heart him to pieces.. i think i’ll just post once in a while & not quit.. and by the way, i absolutely love my christmas ixi "kissing_skarlet".. yesterday, i was looking for plushies to add to my gallery.. most of them are cheap but some are rare ones.. wish i had the 3Mil for the grey paint brush, though.. *sigh* and about my life, it’s pretty much boring.. you know, the kind when you think you are the only one left behind.. the feeling’s kinda crazy.. lately, i’ve been wondering.. you know, about my life.. what i’ll do with school and stuff.. feels like my brain’s diminishing.. i can’t trust it nemore.. and my poems are all about this guy or this boy i haven’t really met.. other authors call him a muse.. he’s my source of inspiration.. kinda pathetic but yeah..

well, that’s all for now..

cheerio!

chasing rainbows

chasing rainbows
[version 2.07]

lately, i’ve been wondering
why nothing seems to
escape reality and as i flip through
the pages of my diary,
somebody please help me out of
this misery and continue this
on-going fantasy about a boy
who defied gravity.

he has conquered my dreams
and he’s not what he seems.
a fairy tale of what’s not real
of sadness and of what we both feel.

he’s been chasing rainbows with me,
coloring the skies with his smile and
coating it with shades of ebony.

(so write me a song
and get me tangled in the melody,
let’s chant the chorus
and sway with the harmony)

summer lovin’ in this cold December,
burnin’ marshmallows and lickin’ candy canes -
loving the aftertaste of snow
and craving for a little rain.

let’s soak in the drizzle
and wait for sunshiny days.
let’s fly to the moon -
soar past heaven itself and
wait for the rain to stop falling
and once again, chase rainbows with me.

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i’m utterly depressed today.. yesterday i was so hyper.. wish that happens more often.. and i’m officially quitting fictionpress.. and maybe even neopets.. waah.. grey paint brush costs about 3Mil.. noohh..

i wish i could write a decent song.. huhuhu.. but i don’t know how.. and my voice sucks..

*dramatic weeping in the background*

friendster isn’t that much fun nemore..

and by the way, i utterly lurve acceptance, fm static, jack’s mannequin, the red jumpsuit apparatus, secondhand serenade, plain white t’s and dashboard confessional.. they totally rock my socks bo.Od

hearts ~♥

my personality

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can’t make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you’ve likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Coffee stains

Coffee stains

I love you like I love coffee on Sundays.

It makes me all nice and warm inside, like you.

I’m now half awake and still dreaming

of you..