September 21st, 2006

♥

fleeting, fleeting
evanescent feeling

(butterflies are so
much easier to catch)

but i’m already
f
a
l
l
-i
–n
—g

further down
inside this
heaven/hell/heaven
they call
love.

if

September 21st, 2006

if

if words will become
the death of me then
i’ll gladly kill myself
just to whisper a thousand
"i love you’s"

if only silence was enough
then i wouldn’t have to
scream your name

if only hearts beat
at the right side
then i wouldn’t
be so broken

if death just keeps on repeating itself
then it is an endless cycle
of lost souls
not meant

if tragedies weren’t so poetic
then i wouln’t have to bleed
just to know if i’m still
alive.

sunspots

September 21st, 2006

sunspots –

you let your skin bleed
over&over again
but you’re still breathing in oxygen
and you can still feel the pain
even if your heart is already frozen
inside and you’re still
hoping&wishing&praying
for fairytales not to end and
leave you hanging onto
dead dreams knowing neverland
was just a paradise away from reality

and i can still see faint sunspots in your eyes,
please don’t let them fade into
black and white silhouettes
buriedwhere heaven and
earth used to touch

poetic tragedy

September 21st, 2006

in memory of her–

lock my heart
and throw away the key

swallow my insides
and choke

don’t forget
the piano keys

and play that
sexy guitar strings

i’m hiding my tears now
i’m dancing in the rain now

smileSMILEsmile

and crash

promise me infinity

September 20th, 2006

promise me infinity –

you used to swallow stars
just to incarcerate the moonlight,
dip your hands in watercolour ink
and paint the rainbow in shades of grey

you used to chase the horizon
and spell your name in the clouds,
tracing it with your fingertips
and let the midnight zephyr blow it away

and just like in dreams,
you slowly fade…

so long sweet summer

September 20th, 2006

so long sweet summer–

i want to drink in your scent
and wrap my arms around you
and never let you go

dream of me tonight
promise me infinity
and sway with me

let’s dance in the moonlight
and remember those memories
that taste bittersweet

stars fade
in your
sunkissed eyes

you make my heart break
everytime you fall

iyearn.
iwant.
ihate.
ilove.
you.

summer 2004