♥
♥
fleeting, fleeting
evanescent feeling
(butterflies are so
much easier to catch)
but i’m already
f
a
l
l
-i
–n
—g
further down
inside this
heaven/hell/heaven
they call
love.
if
if – if words will become if only silence was enough if only hearts beat if death just keeps on repeating itself if tragedies weren’t so poetic
the death of me then
i’ll gladly kill myself
just to whisper a thousand
"i love you’s"
then i wouldn’t have to
scream your name
at the right side
then i wouldn’t
be so broken
then it is an endless cycle
of lost souls
not meant
then i wouln’t have to bleed
just to know if i’m still
alive.
sunspots
sunspots – you let your skin bleed and i can still see faint sunspots in your eyes,
over&over again
but you’re still breathing in oxygen
and you can still feel the pain
even if your heart is already frozen
inside and you’re still
hoping&wishing&praying
for fairytales not to end and
leave you hanging onto
dead dreams knowing neverland
was just a paradise away from reality
please don’t let them fade into
black and white silhouettes
buriedwhere heaven and
earth used to touch
poetic tragedy
in memory of her– lock my heart swallow my insides don’t forget and play that i’m hiding my tears now smileSMILEsmile and crash
and throw away the key
and choke
the piano keys
sexy guitar strings
i’m dancing in the rain now
promise me infinity
promise me infinity –
you used to swallow stars
just to incarcerate the moonlight,
dip your hands in watercolour ink
and paint the rainbow in shades of grey
you used to chase the horizon
and spell your name in the clouds,
tracing it with your fingertips
and let the midnight zephyr blow it away
and just like in dreams,
you slowly fade…
so long sweet summer
so long sweet summer–
i want to drink in your scent
and wrap my arms around you
and never let you go
dream of me tonight
promise me infinity
and sway with me
let’s dance in the moonlight
and remember those memories
that taste bittersweet
stars fade
in your
sunkissed eyes
you make my heart break
everytime you fall
iyearn.
iwant.
ihate.
ilove.
you.
summer 2004
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