yours

April 30th, 2007

yours

it makes me laugh

when you start an argument

especially if you say

the complete opposite of what

you really mean

and it makes me cry

every time you start

to frown and

don’t say a word

then you start to smile

a little, cry a little,

die a little

it makes me want to

just scream every time

we do that silly pirouette

on top of each other’s heads

it makes me want to

fly every time

we sing and you do

that silly little solo

off-key

then you start to smile

a little, cry a little,

die a little

and it just makes

me happy now

that i have

you

gone

April 30th, 2007

i like it when your lips

curve into a smile

and we just stare

into each other’s

eyes and time

just freezes and

every thing

just stops

in a mid halt

in between

sentences

and gravity

just makes us

both fall

in love

and mend this

broken heart

with just a

dimpled grin

and a letter with

sweet words,

and every thing

just seems to

disappear

like thin air

in the morning..

another day,

another song

to play..

love the way you

smile on summer

and the way you

laugh on spring

with flowers

on your hair

and music

in the air

playing our melody

last night

April 30th, 2007

it was very cold and the wind seemed to be lonely.. the stars seem to cry a lot this season.. and the gentle breeze just brought me in a light and funny mood.. it made me want to sing and dance and probably fly like an eagle up up in the sky.. a figment of my over-active imagination.. tralala.. it was already written in the stars, right? and spelled in the clouds..

i have a very distorted version of reality.. stars, sunshines and moonlit nights make my day.. sunkisses and irises, rainbows and clouds and butterflies make it all sound like i’m in lala-land or maybe i’m just halfway there..

hope we’re seeing the same moon.. wish you were here..

reminiscent of you

April 14th, 2007

sunkissed and refreshed, you are the thought that forms in my mind in the morning. a kaleidoscope of lies, iridescent and colorful. ‘wishing you were here & missing you’ were both hopeless phrases of trying to keep you from going away. this is the start of a new day and thinking of you all over again just made my day a little less pathetic. lipstick kisses and champagne remind me painfully of you and it just cuts me into tiny little pieces. oh well, chemistry’s much more interesting.

missing you

April 13th, 2007

it’s hard to think that i’m just stuck here in this world filled with strangers with nothing to do and people are just busy busy busy with their own lives leaving me all alone and helpless.. i mean, who cares, right? this is my life, my pace.. oh well, but it just leaves me jealous and vulnerable.. missing you, my friend, is such an annoying feeling.. it forms a hollow inside my heart.. an emptiness.. the desire to hear your voice once again and feel your arms around me just haunts my mind.. the world will still keep on turning and accidentally gravity just made me fall for you.. and it left me hanging and crashing further down towards you..