diary entry [22.012908]
yay! i just edited a dashboard confessional wallpaper. hope you like it. please inform me or leave a comment if you would like to use the wallpaper. thanks! (click the thumbnail to view the full version)
diary entry [21.011808]
i just posted a new poem at fp.. t’was inspired by HellHeartedlyBent a.k.a. the coolest poet ever.. i heart him to pieces.. i think i’ll just post once in a while & not quit.. and by the way, i absolutely love my christmas ixi "kissing_skarlet".. yesterday, i was looking for plushies to add to my gallery.. most of them are cheap but some are rare ones.. wish i had the 3Mil for the grey paint brush, though.. *sigh* and about my life, it’s pretty much boring.. you know, the kind when you think you are the only one left behind.. the feeling’s kinda crazy.. lately, i’ve been wondering.. you know, about my life.. what i’ll do with school and stuff.. feels like my brain’s diminishing.. i can’t trust it nemore.. and my poems are all about this guy or this boy i haven’t really met.. other authors call him a muse.. he’s my source of inspiration.. kinda pathetic but yeah..
well, that’s all for now..
cheerio!
more matter with less art | Comment (0)chasing rainbows
chasing rainbows
[version 2.07]
lately, i’ve been wondering
why nothing seems to
escape reality and as i flip through
the pages of my diary,
somebody please help me out of
this misery and continue this
on-going fantasy about a boy
who defied gravity.
he has conquered my dreams
and he’s not what he seems.
a fairy tale of what’s not real
of sadness and of what we both feel.
he’s been chasing rainbows with me,
coloring the skies with his smile and
coating it with shades of ebony.
(so write me a song
and get me tangled in the melody,
let’s chant the chorus
and sway with the harmony)
summer lovin’ in this cold December,
burnin’ marshmallows and lickin’ candy canes -
loving the aftertaste of snow
and craving for a little rain.
let’s soak in the drizzle
and wait for sunshiny days.
let’s fly to the moon -
soar past heaven itself and
wait for the rain to stop falling
and once again, chase rainbows with me.
diary entry [19.011708]
diary entry [19.011708]
i’m utterly depressed today.. yesterday i was so hyper.. wish that happens more often.. and i’m officially quitting fictionpress.. and maybe even neopets.. waah.. grey paint brush costs about 3Mil.. noohh.. i wish i could write a decent song.. huhuhu.. but i don’t know how.. and my voice sucks.. *dramatic weeping in the background* friendster isn’t that much fun nemore.. and by the way, i utterly lurve acceptance, fm static, jack’s mannequin, the red jumpsuit apparatus, secondhand serenade, plain white t’s and dashboard confessional.. they totally rock my socks bo.Od
hearts ~♥